You are an inside job, everything you need resides within you; the clue is you. Nowhere to go, nothing to seek out, just let go of what you think you know and awaken to what is true inside you.
Introspection, silencing the mind, listening, feeling; one of the top priorities to gain reliable information regarding yourself. We live our lives most of the time relating to the response of the outside world for our cues of how we are doing, for who we are, our security, safety, etc. forgetting that it might just be an illusion that is not the truth of who we are.
We become attached and not always conscious of that attachment but out of conditioning and habit to get feedback from outside sources. While that can be good occasionally, it is not the whole truth.
Somehow that feedback has become our safety net of security that most things are alright, and for all intense and purpose, it is. But there are more essential conformations, and that is within our own hearts, minds, and soul. Freedom is within. Think your own thoughts, create your own ideas, develop your own beliefs and create your own rules.
The antidote for confusion and self-doubt is self-knowledge and self-compassion. Reach within with the strength of the warrior, the goddess and the hero, and radiate love and trust. Be love, and embrace those who have shown you their purity of truth. These are magical teachings, and you, right now, are the magician. All things unfold within.
You are the one you have been waiting for, no doubt about it,
Ride the river
Ride the wave
Ride the light